Sometimes you feel like a nut, sometimes you don’t.

tjalmondbutterMy gluten free vegan diet has been all over the place for a while, because I started to take for granted that my hypoglycemia was “under control”.  It seems to be human nature to keep pushing the envelope to see how much you can get away with when you are feeling better.  One of the things that has tended to be indulged in too much is fat, in the form of tons of nut and seed butters (including peanut butter, which is actually a legume) and avocados, mostly…with the dousing of olive oil here and there.  Mostly, though, addictive peanut butter and sunflower seed butter have been my excesses.

Although my blood sugar regulation HAS clearly been better of late, I have started to notice feeling “off” blood sugar wise, a bit, after eating a very fatty meal.  Now, this would not be news to Dr. Neal Barnard or Dr. John McDougall.  In fact, it isn’t news to me.  If you dig through OLD posts, you’ll see that I clearly did better when I stuck to a low fat diet.  But, gosh darn it, eating low fat gets SO boring.  So, eventually, I’d start adding in a quarter cup of sunflower seed butter here, an avocado there, a quarter cup of peanut butter AND an avocado with dinner, etc.  Now, I can tolerate a bit of almond butter or avocado or whatever, but it tends to be a trigger for me.  It’s hard to  have a little.  I am really trying though.  Ha!

On and off the past 4-5 days I have stuck to low fat and felt better hypoglycemia wise.  Although I did freak out after a period of no overt fats and chowed down on clearly too much fatty stuff Sunday night.  The next day I felt GROSS.  I have also had the realization that excessive nuts and seeds is not good for my IBS and digestive woes.  (If you don’t know this, MANY hypoglycemics have IBS and digestive problems.)  Now, most people would get “the runs” from too much fatty food, especially nut butters, but not me!  It has the opposite effect.  I get very gassy and clogged up.  Like a friend of mine, I do seem to handle other fats like the fat in avocado better, digestive wise.  If you think about it, in the wild, animals don’t eat a half cup of nut butter at a time.  They don’t eat nut butter at all!  LOL!  If an animal finds some nuts, it takes them ages just to get the hard shell open to even get to the meat of the nut.  So, eating a couple nuts is it…not half a jar of almond butter.  I think the more we do what animals do in the wild the better.  I have often watched horses eat grass and hay and thought, “They know what they are doing and they don’t binge.”

So, it seems I do need to pay attention to my fat intake…but not obsess.  And, I need to limit peanut butter, sunflower seed butter, tahini, almond butter, and cashew butter.  A couple of tablespoons is plenty…not 4-8 tablespoons!  My tummy will thank me.  My pancreas will thank me too.

Be well,


Need to really drop extremes!

If you don’t know, I juggle more than one health issue…so I’m using that as an excuse.  Besides the hypoglycemia (that started this blog and is the main focus) I also deal with a 20+ year chronic pain issue due to severe whiplash and life-long digestive problems.  An issue I’ve had, particularly with the blood sugar issue and cruddy digestive system, has been that what helps one thing, aggravates the other issue!

The vegan paleo, mostly raw diet I’ve been doing lately DID help my digestive woes some (although not totally…but there was some improvement) but I woke up around 4 a.m. Sunday morning with low blood sugar and had to suck on a candy to get my blood sugar back up.  My hypoglycemia HAD been doing really good for quite a while now, so this step back was upsetting.  Thankfully, I didn’t have a BAD attack, but getting shaky and such isn’t fun.  In retrospect, I think what happened is that I was eating less and less carbohydrate and didn’t notice the gradual decline.  My body is very carbohydrate sensitive, and if I don’t eat enough carbs during the day, my system has a hard time keeping my blood sugar up.  I  had eaten less fruit on Saturday, so that’s probably it.

In any case, I have intuitively felt that although I’d been doing pretty good lately (up to that point this weekend) my diet may have been getting a little too limited in terms of variety and was becoming unbalanced (especially regarding protein).  So, yesterday I put some potatoes, beans, rice, and soy protein powder back in my diet.  Right now I’m still eating quite a bit of fruit and raw stuff, but I’m aiming to eat a little more well rounded (gluten free) vegan.  I’m not so sure that extremes are good.  Also, I’d cut back on how often I eat, and unless I’m REALLY not hungry and feel totally stable…shouldn’t push the envelope and skip my snacks.  Someone with hypoglycemia should definitely eat small amounts more often than bigger meals 3 times a day.

Still aiming for balance,


Digestive Woes and Vibration Level

I will NOT go down without a fight! I’m fed up! Can you tell?! I WILL pummel my body into submission! I WILL win! Ommm…Ommm…Must calm down and get centered. Ommm…😉 I’m going to cross post this rant in both my Hypoglycemic Journey blog and my On Angels’ Wings Productions blog because it touches on both health/nutrition and metaphysics.

So for the good news, my blood sugar control has been really good for quite a while. Granted, I can’t take my hypoglycemia for granted and still eat smaller amounts of whole/real food more often, but I don’t have to eat 8 times a day and can get away with some things I had to 100% avoid, previously, in moderation. I average 5 snacks/meals a day…sometimes 4 and sometimes 6…but usually 5. I do avoid gluten (although I briefly tested real sourdough wheat bread as I heard people with gluten problems can eat true sourdough made the old fashioned way with starter) and have successfully stayed vegan.

The bad news is that my bad-since-birth (seriously…since a baby) digestive system has gotten increasingly HORRID the past year or so. It’s like my digestive tract has quit. I do know there is a link between hypoglycemia and digestive system problems, but this seems way beyond that. I have attributed it to being perimenopausal at age 49 (read up on how shifting estrogen can cause your body to cut back on necessary bile production, which causes gas, bloating, constipation, etc.) and have tried various combinations of eating styles to help…to no avail. I’m so uncomfortable every day I can’t take it anymore. Seemingly, nothing agrees with me anymore! Becoming a breatharian is looking like a real possibility at this point. Years ago I read about an Eastern Indian yogi who didn’t eat for 46 years or something and was in perfect health. She got her sustenance through prana. But, since I’m not quite to the level of advanced yogi, I probably need to eat SOMETHING.

In the middle of my nightly yoga session tonight, it popped into my head that I need to go back to raw fooding, concentrating on mostly fruit and nuts/seeds/fats. I already know that raw veggies are hard for me to digest, but I can eat some. I’ve just got to limit the veggies. Many years ago when I was raw, “meals” of fruit and nut butters made me feel the best. It was also the only time of my life where I didn’t have to take laxatives to go to the bathroom and where my body actually successfully did what it was supposed to do on its own without horrible bloating and gas. I learned a couple of days ago that A LOT of fruit with lettuce and no fat can cause major pain and bloat, so I’m going to do a high fat raw diet with a bit less fruit. I recall reading this gal’s blog who had done every form of diet imaginable and posted pictures of herself during various diets through the years. She ended up settling on a high raw diet, but not all raw, with higher protein and some animal products. But, I felt she looked the best when she was high fat raw vegan. She didn’t look as good when she ate high starch/carb with very low fat (and developed hair problems) or when she did 80-10-10 raw…or when she did Atkins or paleo.

I actually tested some foods today with my pendulum, and got interesting answers. I could only test what I had with me at work. My pendulum said NO to black tea and peanut butter. It said YES to rice cakes, coffee (Whoop!), nuts, an apple, and tuna fish. (I had an old can of tuna in my cabinet and will not be eating it, trust me.) When I went to a holistic chiropractor who did kinesiology 2-3 years ago, it irked him to no end that via muscle testing, my body said it really liked coffee. He was anti coffee.:-) I, on the other hand, feel it keeps me alive! And my body agreed! Anyway, I mention using a pendulum or having someone do kinesiology on you (trying to push your arm down while you hold a food) to see what your body says it likes or doesn’t like. Now, just because my body said today that rice cakes are okay for me doesn’t mean I feel I should eat them right now. I’ve really got to get my digestive tract healed and functioning normally. Taking probiotics isn’t working.

I was reading a book today about the life force/energy of food and do think that raw food is what I need to do, or at least mostly raw vegan food. No more processed soy protein powder. No more cooked beans and rice. I have this intuitive feeling that what’s going on with me isn’t “just” emotional issues held in my body or stress or purely physical either. I think there is a spiritual component. Everyone keeps saying that the vibration on Earth is dramatically increasing (including some of the beings I trance channel) and I am suspecting that, energetically, what I’ve been eating just is not working for my body’s vibratory rate anymore. I have been having more spontaneous channeling episodes the last few months, so clearly something is shifting with me energetically. It’s definitely possible that right now I need to get my diet as simple and high in vibration as I can. The good news is that I won’t be burning anymore pans that I forget I have on the stove! Living on bananas and almond butter is the lazy (wo)man’s dream. Ha!

Too much of my energy has been wasted dealing with my health and I need to move on. I’ve got other things I should be doing than laying on the couch gripping my stomach. I also just got approved for Botox injections in my head and neck for my chronic headache h*ll, so I’m praying that’ll work and I can truly move on in 2016 and focus my energy on writing and spiritual work. Stay tuned. You know I’ll let you know what happens!

In light,

Perimenopausal Hypoglycemia

Since I’ve not updated this blog in ages, I thought I would do a quick post. I’ve not blogged because I’m cured. Well, not 100% cured. I mean, if I did something really dumb like drink a bottle of wine and followed that up with cake and cookies, I’d have problems. But, my blood sugar issue has greatly abated and I have been able to go back to even one glass of wine with dinner! It’s like, at 44 when my endocrine system "blew" I walked into a fog bank…and suddenly walked out of it at 48 (I turned 49 in October but have been doing really good for months). Although I do still eat smaller meals more often than a normal person, I’ve been able cut cut back and average 5 meals/snacks a day…sometimes only 4 and sometimes 6. Years ago, I was so bad for a while I had to eat every hour! Right now I’m working on a more balanced vegan diet, where I’m not cutting out all fat or all carbs or all cooked or all raw. I’m trying to master moderation, and I will say it’s less stressful! It makes it easier to travel (just went to Tucson for 4 days) and eat out, although I mostly eat food I prepare.

Because I heard that even Celiacs (my dad is one and my sister and I have developed gluten intolerances/allergies) can get away with eating authentic, European style sourdough bread made without yeast and risen via fermentation, I ran out and bought a loaf of wheat sourdough last night and chowed down! I miss wheat bread so bad! I didn’t get stomach pain within 15-20 minutes like I normally would, but I’m not sure yet if I should really be eating even sourdough as many of my symptoms are slower to show up, like painful sores inside my nasal passages. And, I cannot forget that a holistic doctor here in Albuquerque told me that most hypoglycemics have gluten issues and need to avoid it at all costs. My sister did fine with one dose of sourdough bread 2 days ago, but after eating it again last night started to react to it with unpleasant symptoms. I do need to keep in mind that flour products of any type, gluten or not, are not the best for people with blood sugar issues too. How soon I forgot that a "harmless" sandwich years ago shot my blood sugar up into the 200s.

At this point, I’m pretty darn sure that I experienced perimenopausal hypoglycemia. I’ve heard from other women that once they hit menopause, suddenly their hypoglycemia that had developed years earlier disappeared and they were back to normal. I’m not in menopause yet at 49, but things are changing for me hormone wise. That cannot be denied. I know some MDs don’t really believe in "this time of life" causing hypoglycemia, but I’ve read one too many stories…and from my own experience…to believe it doesn’t exist. It’s real. You are not imagining it and are not crazy, if you are one of the sufferers. The GOOD news is that it will get better!


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Well, there goes carrying only a tiny, useless purse!

Because I got tired of lugging around a bigger, heavy purse full of food and my glucose meter, etc. I downsized to a tiny crossbody that only held a very few things.  Having something on one shoulder causes me even more pain than I am already in with my neck damage…that is now causing not only a constant headache (approaching the 20th year) and neck pain, but also upper back muscle spasms too.  Anyway, things went okay for a few days, but i also didn’t really go anywhere that far from emergency supplies.  I am a walker, though, and don’t always have my car with me to stash stuff in.

After work on Wednesday or Thursday, can’t remember, I stopped at Sprouts to pick up some things on my way home.  I’d eaten a banana, which is typical, around 3:15 p.m. and this was about 5:15 p.m. to 5:25 p.m.  Just when I got ready to check out, I started SEVERELY yawning…truly, a not normal tiredness.  A sign that something was wrong with my blood sugar kind of sudden tiredness.  I mentioned to the cashier that I was concerned that my blood sugar was messed up, but I couldn’t tell if I was too high or too low.  Then the dizziness hit.  I got really dizzy.  She told me to eat a banana, but I was afraid to because severe tiredness/yawning can often mean your blood sugar is too high…not too low.  And, I didn’t have my normal low blood sugar symptoms of shaking, heart racing, intestinal distress, etc.  It scared me that I didn’t have my glucose meter with me to be able to check my sugar!  Ugh!  I did have glucose tablets in my tiny purse, but not any nuts or anything for protein either.  (Although, being in a health food store, I could have gone and found some.)  I live only about a mile away from Sprouts and just decided that I needed to get home ASAP.  In retrospect, I probably should not have driven with the dizziness, but I also wasn’t thinking straight and was slightly panicked.

I almost smashed my new car zooming through a crowded parking lot as another guy was also speeding through the lot from another direction.  I slammed the brakes on (thank you anti-lock brakes) and didn’t t-bone him, thank God.  Of course, then I was shaking and my heart was racing due to the near miss.

When I got home and checked my blood sugar, I was indeed low.  I don’t know why I dropped that day as I’d not done anything different.  But, I was also around ovulation time, and we women know that hormones DO affect blood sugar.  What concerns me is that I didn’t notice I was getting low.  My normal symptoms didn’t show up.  Probably if I’d gotten much lower, they would have, but I’ve read about diabetics that get into major trouble because they lose the ability to feel their lows.

So, I’ve gone back to bigger purses that can hold food, my meter, etc.  I just found an all black Tommy Hilfiger backpack to wear so that at least weight is evenly distributed on my back.  So far, I love it.  I used to joke on a hypoglycemic chat board that I might as well lug around luggage with all the crap I have to carry with me.  Others agreed that they get tired of having to carry so much too.  But, as a gluten free vegan, it’s not as easy for me to be able to find food in an emergency situation…so I need to carry stuff.

Here’s my new backpack purse…thanks to Ross!

Tommy Hilfiger backpack purse

Tommy Hilfiger backpack purse

Oh, I should also mention that I’m testing some fattier food here and there.  I did good with avocado but didn’t feel as good with sunflower seed butter that I had with dinner last night for some reason.  It’s still trial and error seeing what my blood sugar control system can handle and what it can’t.  And, my body changes….

Traveling heavily,


Good diabetes/hypoglycemia specialist visit…but…

I met with a diabetes/hypoglycemia counselor this week and she told me I was doing everything right regarding exercise (walking and yoga) and eating a whole foods, clean diet.  The only tweak she mentioned is possibly eating some nuts or seeds by themselves as snacks instead of tending to grab fruit.  It was nice to hear that I’m doing the right things, but what wasn’t good to hear is that with time it’s very possible my sugar issue will change and not respond to dietary intervention.😦 She said sometimes that as you age, what you used to be able to control with diet and exercise, you simply can’t control anymore…and have to turn to medications.😦 I made it very clear that I want to avoid drugs.  But, I heard this one older woman on a chat board mention that she had controlled her pre-diabetes for 20 years with a high quality vegan diet and exercise, but when she got to about 70 years old, suddenly her blood sugar went into diabetes no matter what she did…and she had to give in and start taking something.  That sucks!!  I’m still hoping for the best, though, and that I don’t end up on that path.

I seriously cannot get over how quickly my blood sugar reacts negatively to fatty food though!  My fasting numbers, and numbers after eating my high carb, low fat vegan way, have been really good.  But, for dinner last night I added a big spoonful of sunflower seed butter because I needed the calories to the rest of my starchy meal (and I’d had some hummus 3 hours earlier that had high fat tahini in it)…and even though I didn’t eat again before bed, my fasting number this morning was back up into the pre-diabetes range!  Argh!  It seems I’m not allowed to waver much from my very low fat diet.  I can only tolerate VERY small amounts of fatty stuff…especially mixed with carbs.  If I eat nuts by themselves, I do okay.  It’s annoying.  i should probably test things to see exactly how much I do okay with.  I’m guessing 2 tbs. of nut butter is the maximum…if that.  But, I always found 2 tbsp. to be pitiful.  HA!  You need at least 4 tbsp. to make a sandwich!

I’ll stick to my rice, sweet potatoes, beans, veggies, and fruit I guess.  Oh, I should also mention that after that spike weeks ago, I’m avoiding white potatoes.



Do NOT take your improved health for granted!

Me being who I am…I tend to start pushing the envelope regarding how much my body can take when I’m doing really well. It’s not an intentional thing. It just gradually starts happening and I nudge "the line" out further and further. I have been doing well on a mostly raw food regime with only moderate fruit intake, a lot of fat, and one big salad per day. Well, I’ve been doing well blood sugar wise, anyway. My digestive system has not totally cooperated, and the past few days I’m getting some stomach pain (like right now) and IBS has still been an issue, usually leaning more towards the constipation side. How someone can still struggle when she’s living on fruits and vegetables and nuts and seeds is beyond me!

Anyway, I ended up with blood sugar problems last evening because I tried to get away with too much yesterday. I’ve been having wine more regularly…almost daily. I have started skipping some of my 6 meals or eaten later than I should. And, I got this free grande skinny vanilla latte made with soy milk yesterday from Starbucks, which contained extra caffeine. So, all of a sudden, after not eating all of my "meals", having excess caffeine (with sugar), and also having some wine…my body said, "Okay, we’re done." I ate a banana to get my sugar up, and that worked for a while, but then I started to have that horrible panicky feeling kick in, my intestines let me know something was wrong (usually it’s one of my first symptoms of low blood sugar) and I felt VERY unstable like I was going to get REALLY sick if I didn’t so something. My sugar was up at that point, but I just felt really brittle. So, I knew I had to "lock in" my blood sugar level so it didn’t suddenly drop a huge amount of points. I ate cashews, walnuts, and some toasted soybeans. I knew I needed protein, some fat, a little carbohydrate, and SLOWLY digesting food. Thank God, it worked, and I was able to finally fall asleep. My sugar was good at 91 this a.m.

I will admit that I’m occasionally feeling carbohydrate starved eating the way I’m eating. And I suspect my glycogen stores are depleted. Although I’m not super low carb by any means, I am eating noticeably less carbohydrate than I had been eating. I’ve even had leg weakness a little bit. But, my fasting numbers have been good, and I don’t seem to spike as high after eating. So, I’m not sure exactly what to do. I will say that eating the way I’ve been eating has been easier in terms of finding food when I’m out and about. My intuition is telling me, though, that I’ve gone too extreme again. Pfffffft!

Whirled peas,

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Raw food convert!


Why, oh why did I ever quit raw flooding many years ago?!  Oh wait, I remember.  I got bored.  Well, that and I ODed on fat to the point I started to have gallbladder issues (think nausea, etc.)

Since all of a sudden what had been working, a high starchy carbohydrate very low fat (mostly cooked food) diet, stopped working…in desperation I went back to a mostly raw food regime.  I say “mostly” because a lot of the nuts, seeds, and peanuts I’m eating are roasted.  And there’s the whole coffee-I’m-not-giving-up thing. 😀 Although I was feeling good on a starchivore diet, all of a sudden I started to experience SEVERE tiredness.  It didn’t initially dawn on me that it could be a sign of high blood sugar because for years I’ve been battling low blood sugar.  But, it was getting so bad I started to suspect something was wrong and checked my fasting sugar one morning and freaked when I saw a diabetic number!

Since I had been warned previously that it was highly possible I’d become diabetic eventually (following in mom’s hypoglycemic to insulin dependent diabetic footsteps), I panicked and turned to the only other thing I could think of…a lower glycemic raw vegan diet like I’d been on in the late 1990s through early 2000s.  I remembered that back then, not only did my lifelong digestive problems disappear, my hormones got better, and my blood sugar kept very stable.  Of course, back then I also didn’t have the blood sugar issues I’ve got now, though.

Now, I’m not doing that super high fruit, very low fat thing.  I think it’s totally dangerous and unbalanced.  And since I’m concerned about carbs right now, that’s not for me.  Besides, it’s boring!  Anyway, I’m doing a moderate amount of fruit, one LARGE salad, tons of nuts/seeds/peanuts, and one dose of soy protein powder in the morning (not raw, but I may switch to a raw protein powder).  I’m eating fatty avocados again too.  I was also adding oils, but have cut back on that.  Now, I’m eating a lot of fat, so I’m going to have to monitor that so as not to blow out my gallbladder, but I’m feeling so good!  My fasting blood sugar dropped after the first day!  The tiredness disappeared immediately!  My sugar is way more stable and I’ve still been fine when meals have been delayed by hours.  I’m not getting anywhere near as hungry either, but I’m thinking my calorie intake has probably increased due to the dramatic fat increase.  Often this past week I’ve not needed to eat before bed.  Oh, and although not perfect, my digestive system is a bit better already.

My weight is stable, despite all the fat I’m eating.

I am eating 5-6 pieces of fruit per day, and often having a glass of wine.  Yesterday I seemed to need more fruit and ate another 1-2.  But I’m far from those 30 pieces of fruit a day people.  Basically, I’ve cut carbs down (and all cooked starchy ones)…but not super low as my body demands a certain amount), and dramatically increased fat while also increasing protein.  I’m eating so much sunflower seed butter, cashews, almonds, and peanut butter, my protein intake has to be higher than what it was before.

I’m obviously not a raw food purist by any means, but all of my fruit and veggie intake is raw.  I’m kind of Paleo Vegan but on the raw side.

I’ve gotta admit I love not having to cook!  That’s a plus!

I know I’ve gone back and forth a lot, but I think I’m into something.  And this is much more doable when traveling, etc.  You can always find a salad bar somewhere, and trail mix is easy to carry.  I can live for months on bananas and peanut butter! 🍌 That’s an exaggeration, but not by much. 😉

My fasting numbers are staying in the 80s-90s… much better than 147!  Another plus to this is that my diet has to be more alkaline now, which will help my bone density too.  The acne that I’d started struggling with recently is also way better.  I’m going to assume the sugar in my prior diet was triggering that.

Mostly raw,

My body has mutinied. :-( Good-bye tons of carbs…

My body is schizophrenic, I swear. For a while it’ll LOVE something, and I’ll be doing great, and then suddenly one day it just goes, "No, I’m done. I don’t want that anymore." For quite a while I’ve kept my hypoglycemia under control, and felt a lot better, as long as I stuck to very low fat, high whole carbs vegan. I thought I found the answer. My fasting blood sugar numbers averaged in the low to mid 80s, I wasn’t having dramatic blood sugar drops, etc. I had even stopped checking my blood sugar, except on rare occasions, because I didn’t feel I needed to. I don’t know what prompted me to start checking lately, but something did (could be a spirit guide wanting to alert me…that is very possible when things just pop into my head out-of-the-blue) and my fasting number was in the pre-diabetic range (100-125). I panicked and cut back on carbs and added fat and initially had my fasting numbers get worse, not better. But, after a few days my numbers dropped down into a good area (80s-90s) but I wasn’t feeling as good energy wise and cut back on fat and upped carbs again. For a few days, all seemed good. I am lucky in that my body does respond to dietary changes quickly. I don’t have to wait weeks to see results.

When I woke up this morning, I didn’t feel really good. I actually thought my blood sugar was too low, but when I checked, my fasting number was 146! ARGH! That is diabetic…not pre-diabetic or hypoglycemic! I’m totally freaking right now, which doesn’t help. When I told my diabetic mother about it this morning, she said, "That’s not bad." I’m like, "Mom, that is diabetic!" "Well, yeah, but my fasting has been 300 lately." "WHAT?!" Yes, that was me yelling! So yes, compared to my mom’s horribly out-of-control diabetes, I’m pretty great. But as God is my witness, I am NOT letting my body become diabetic! I am NOT going down my mom’s road and the problems her high blood sugar has caused.

Back in the mid 90s when I was strictly McDougalling for 2-3 years, I did fabulous…until I didn’t. My body, at that time, suddenly said, "No, I’m done. I don’t want super high carbohydrate and super low fat anymore." I had begun to gain weight eating the exact same things I’d been eating in the same amounts, and I started having random low blood sugar attacks. I had to quit the diet at that time, lowering my carbohydrate intake, and increasing fat and protein while staying vegan. Same with raw fooding years ago. I did great for years, until my gallbladder mutinied from all the truckloads of fat I was eating (not exaggerating…truckloads) and I had to add cooked food back in to get off so many nuts, seeds, avocados, oils, etc. that I was eating in order to feel satiated.

So here I go again. Other than becoming a breatharian and just not eating at all (which mom agrees would be easier), I don’t know what to do other than cut back on carbohydrate and increase fat and protein (still vegan). The problem I have is that if I cut carbs too much, I get low blood sugar attacks and anxiety. There is a fine line I’ll need to walk. It’s exhausting and aggravating. I’ll have to aim for something like "The Zone" from years ago where carbs, proteins, and fats are carefully measured. This just sucks. I’m gonna say it. I’m so in love with yams, potatoes, brown rice, beans, fruit, etc.😦 My snack before bed last night was some brown rice with a mushed up banana and cinnamon. I know, I know…the Atkins people are having a heart attack just reading about that snack and saying, "No wonder your blood sugar got too high!" But, believe me, that kind of eating was working for months and months! This does explain the weird SEVERE tiredness I’ve had the past few days. I’m not talking about normal lack of sleep tiredness. I’m talking dramatically odd tiredness after eating. But, that can be a sign of too high blood sugar. I wasn’t checking my glucose number after eating like I probably should have been. I’m afraid to know how high my sugar went last night before landing at 146 this morning.

Upset and frustrated,


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Hypoglycemic Journey

Maybe sugar cravings AREN’T a bad thing?

It has been brought to my attention that my body wants…no…make that DEMANDS an insanely high carb diet. I just got back from my lunchtime walk around the park, and even at the start of the walk, after I’d eaten lunch at my desk, my legs felt weak. I actually felt slightly stronger by the end of the walk (which is odd) but still not "strong". I’ve been feeling noticeably weaker strength-wise, have been experiencing nausea on and off (meaning my gallbladder is not happy), have had some twinges of anxiety, and my blood sugar doesn’t feel as stable since I upped my fat intake (and protein a bit) and cut carbs to a more moderate level. I’ve not been eating super low carb, but lower than the very high carb way I was eating. All this started because I panicked when my fasting blood sugar, which had been great…averaging mid 80s…suddenly jumped up into the pre-diabetes range. My first thought was, "Oh no! Those people who warned me that a high carb, low fat diet would make me diabetic were right!" So, in my panic, I tweaked things a bit. I have to admit, that although I was overall feeling MUCH better McDougalling strictly, I was bored to death with the same simple food all the time. Anyway, I panicked more when my fasting blood sugar numbers went up even higher on a fatty diet. Thankfully, this morning my number was clearly better, but not as low as I’d prefer…at least under the pre-diabetic range of 100-125. That being said, I’m just not feeling as good! I even started to feel like my sugar was starting to get too low during a meeting at work this morning. There is no doubt that my body runs better on a low fat, high carbohydrate diet. I don’t think I need to be as paranoid about fat intake as I had been though. When I do something, I do it 110%. So, when McDougalling, I eat no fat…none…nada…zilch. A couple of slices of avocado or a little peanut butter won’t kill me, and I need to loosen up about that. But, adding coconut oil to my hot cereal, eating big servings of sunflower seed butter, and pouring oily dressing on my salads (don’t even ask about eating vegan mayo out of the jar) isn’t a good idea. I am just surprised at how sensitive my body is to a cut in carbohydrate intake. I seriously can’t comprehend how people can be on the Paleo/Primal/Atkins Diet and not die! I can’t handle a small cut in carbs and feel like crap with less energy and weakness!

Now, what I’m wondering about is…

I had mentioned in my prior post that I was noticing that the more carbohydrate I ate (including real sugars like fruit jam and agave nectar)…the more I started craving sweets/sugars. I assumed that was a really bad sign. But, what if it’s not? What if the fact I was craving more sugar actually just my body’s way of saying, "Hey, Atheria! Bring it on! Your body is a fast carb burner and you need a lot of fuel!" Look at chocolate cravers, for example. It’s been discovered that people who crave chocolate often are low in magnesium, and it’s their body’s way of trying to get more magnesium in. Maybe cravings aren’t a bad thing! This must be pondered…ha ha!

Now, there is still the issue of my fasting numbers needing to improve. I am determined to not become diabetic. It’s simply not going to happen. I’m stubborn! It’s certainly possible that when I noticed a suddenly higher number many days ago it was just a fluke, and I should have kept checking to see if it was a one time thing or a trend. I hadn’t been checking recently because it had been doing so good. It was interesting at how the day after adding a lot of fat into my diet, my number jumped noticeably higher for a couple of days. I may need to cut out, or at least back on bedtime snacks too. I ate as little as possible last night before bed and my number was better (under 100) this morning. My diabetic mother noticed she did much better in the morning if she skipped a bedtime snack. Sometimes, if my sugar feels a little low, I have to eat something…just to play it safe, though.

For those who don’t know, there are different types of hypoglycemia. I was told years ago that I have the type that can indeed become diabetes. That is what happened to my mother. She started off like me, but is now an insulin dependent diabetic. I’m doing everything in my power via exercise and diet to not go down the diabetes road.

I was talking to a woman online a while ago who developed severe perimenopausal hypoglycemia like I did, and she said that once she went through menopause, her blood sugar issue totally vanished. Overall, compared to how I was 4.5 years ago, I’m much improved, and at 48+ years old noticing changes are happening and that I may be getting close to menopause. So, that may be why my hypoglycemia isn’t as horrid as it once was. But, it’s still not something I can take for granted. I do have to continue to eat 6 times a day, on average, and as cleanly as possible. I am able to handle one modest glass of wine now, which is wonderful! I could not drink AT ALL for years as I’d get very sick for numerous hours.


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Hypoglycemic Journey